so what is all this robin thing. whats going on? and what was christina on about last night. speaking of last night, she might have the wrong image on something. while we where talking Lindsay and her friend Kim stopped by to pick something up. I just hope she doesnt htink what i think she thinks. even thought it is kinda the right thing, i dont want her to leave because im not all better yet. Because i havent figured everthing out. But if she does leave, i wouldnt blame her, not at all, i wouldnt stick around, if i where her. Im not saying i want her gone. That is not the case at all, im just wouldnt stop her, i dont think im worht it, any of it.

on a better note, tommorow i am going to take my sister and her friend to see Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, i think we are going somewhere inbetween 8-9:30. ive been looking for an outing for us two. she's having alot of trouble lately, been all down, thinkin about becky. even though keri was young, it still leaves a mark it does. So i am going to try and look after her a little.

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